I apologize for not posting for a long time now, but since the weekend I have been scared, scared of the future, afraid of what I will be, I mean what if I fail to be the one I have been dreaming to be.
Ever since my dad died, I have had this simple vision of being great and lifting my family from poverty, I will always picture myself living a good life with mom by my side smiling at me, I always wanted to make it BIG!
but recently I had some thought and I figured I had many obstacles. I have trained myself to sing and I assure you I really have a nice voice, but my country is not actually developed so I have limited chances of being a musician. I have always dreamt of going to one of this great countries like America, London, Canada etc, but HOW!
I was lost in thought that I never knew tears were rolling down from my cheeks, I have been looked down upon on many occasions, my family has gone through a lot, mom have suffered for us too, she might even be praying for her death but that’s not and will never be my wish for her.
I know you will be thinking this is stupid, but only if you were in my shoes, only if you have been insulted by people because of your status.
But no matter what, I have always believed that my present is just to train me for a better life tomorrow